Sunday, October 28, 2012

Pain



Some people hurts by words, and some by actions.. But the biggest hurt i believe is that someone ignoring you when you value them bigger than anything else.. and i still do.. he is the most important person to me, and  i can't believe that he is gone.. and i;am still waiting for the day that he will going to come back, and we will going to be happy again.. i wanna live and say "happily ever after" with him.. but how can i make him mined.. if loving m, he can't do.. i;m not searching for a perfect man, but even if he is not perfect i will still going to love him because choose to be with that person, even if it hurt.. I LOVE YOU, can't you really understand that? or you just done have any interest in me? Why is it, loving you each day, is breaking my heart, seeing you happy with someone else, makes me happy but crashes my soul.. What will i do know, co'z living without you seems to be useless.. I'm sorry f i don't know the word MOVE ON..
My decision is final, I will still love you, until i can't handle the pain any more, and hoping that some day you will going to love me back.. I will not going to give up that easily.. I will going to fight for my love.. till the end..