I still love you and I probably will

I only have two words for you: I'm done.

After everything I've done for you, every chance that I gave you,

and yet you still break my heart. But it's over now.

Finally I've realized that I don't deserve this and honestly,

you don't deserve me.

Yeah I still love you and I probably will for a long time,

but I can't stay here anymore. It hurts too much.

I guess this is moving on.

mistakes..

i was wrong, i'm just so naive to even think i could reach the skies, but what are dreams are for right? Maybe it was just a fantasy that i kept on dreaming, but i just cant accept the reality that i'm living in a cruel world, full of immoral and irrational beings. I guess the greatest lesson i've learned in life is to never invest a deep feeling for someone, never hope that they'll love you the way you want them too, never expect that those sweet gestures and sweet words are true.... co'z eventually everything becomes a past, Sooner or later they'll just drop you off and will leave you nothing.... so train yourself to let go of the things you are fear to lose.... that when they're gone you wont fell dumb and pathetic all alone. And i know i made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life, but the worst one was thinking the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again...

Child

yes! i know i'm not a child any more. so stop treating me one..

i just hate the way you are.. 

i'am making a foul out of my self,..

..why does some people talk behind my back,

some people say stupid things about me, 

but the thing is they only know my name but not my story...

...so stop judging me..

We use to talk all the time. Until I told you I like you, now we just walk by each other never saying hi. I don’t really regret telling you, I just regret never asking you if you are ok with it or how you felt about me. I wish I had ask you, because now I stay up in my room all the time listening to sad songs and I just keep wondering about it. I don’t get a lot of sleep at night anymore, because of that thought. Instead I stay up crying and feeling really stupid.

Ewan...

hahaha.. i really hate my morning.. but i really love my evening, .. 

..i dont know.. it seems that i'am really happy today..

and i dont know why...

Old Days!!!

eeyyww!!! hahaha.. me myself and i.. :(

i look so good.. i'am so cute.. haha.. 

did not do anything today!! 

"di nalang ako nahiya ng post nito.." hahaha

I am proud to my self.. for the big change and i'am proud to who i'am..hahaha. ewan.. 

sad..

love...

Waiting is easy. You know what's hard? Realizing that the one you are waiting for is not coming back anymore.

"always remember that you can never find a perfect partner to love you the way you wanted, only a person who's willing to love you more than what you are.. Someone who will accept you for what you can and can't be.. And that's even better than perfect.."