Team G.A

TEAM JAYBEL.. 

sept 12 2015..- g.a @antipolo again mh.. so much fun.. and guess what di ako naging clumsy sa palayan..,nakapag lakad din maayus.. 

 launch around  2:00pm pero sarap ng food. daming ulam, happy tummy.. 

 guess what kasama ko siya sa pag uwi.. i do anything for you.. kahit na ako na yung nahihirapan, okay lang, kaya kog tiisin kahit anu para sayu.. hindi ako mag sasawa alagaan kah, mahalin ka.. lagi lang ako sa tabi mu , kahit na naiirita ka na sa akin di pa rin kita iiwan.. ill do my best para mapansin mu rin ako.. 

Dog~Puppy

the person i love the most.. love dogs. so cute and adorable...

HIDING

wearing a mask , faking a smile, trying to be happy just to hide the pain and tears... people say that im weird, ... but guess what im not, I'm  just hiding some things/emotions..

Yes i cry, but i dont show it to anyone, i dont want people see my crying .. but cuase some people are judgemental and they are there just to know stuff.. ggrrr..


i like being alone, but when i saw him #kirito my world seems to be much happier than it was or less lonely ... even if he doesnt like me, i will try my best to love him, becuase right now seeing him happy makes my world happy..

People and Benefits

a lot of people is like this.. they only know you if they need something.. and in return they give burdens and sorrows..

courage is facing your problem on your own, even if the people around you is polling you down..

cant help to fall inlove...

ayaw kitang isuko, kahit na nasasaktan na ako.. ayaw kitang makitang malungkot, kahit na umiiyak na ako.. ayaw kitang pabayaan, kahit binabalewala mo lang ako.. tandaan mu, napapagod din ako.. pero mahal kita, kaya kinakaya ko.. 

Mirror

see the reflection of you.. do you still know your  self?.. My name is Ma. Rizelle Rafal and i hide my self trying to be somebody that im not.. most people lnow me as Apollyon Belial Deceptively..

the real cannot do anything, shes scare and weak, while apollyon is brave.

have you ever felt that there is a another person inside of you ?.. that there is another you that want to get out. 

Getting Hurt

I dont think that August will be good to me.. 

August 10 - the person i love i love is really.. he is ready to make a move on his crush.. im happy for him, seriously.. but i cannot explained why it feels life ke killing me, is it because i know that there is no change na sana ako nalang.. ako na lang yung mahalin niya.. im happy na very supportive yung boong team namin a kanya, tinutulongan siyang manligaw, but guess what kahit nasa iisang team lang kami, kahit gaanu ko sya gustong isupport sa gusto nya, hindi ko magawa, every time na nag aasaran sila hindi na lang ako kumikibo, but deep inside subrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko.. 

at the end of the day, habang pauwi kami, pilit na tumululo yung mga luha ko sa mga mata ko.. then i realize i have to kill all the feelings i have towards him.. 

di ko alam kung papaanu but i have to try kasi subrang sakit na... how i wish that someday everything will be okey..