Question

I don't really know if i will going to love this day, or not.. maybe at first i actually don't have any idea what will going to happened today..but when i went to school, they seems notice i was blooming, and smiling, and still i really don't know why,.. but later in the afternoon, i was shock and surprised because of what i'd seen.. then i realize, i was so happy because i might have a change to be with him again but i was so wrong, and disseminated with my self again, i was so naive that he will going to notice me.. i want him to like me, to love me... is that really hard to do? and i think my question was been answered "Yes! co'z i'm dreaming with my eyes open.. believing that there is such thing as fairy god mother, and happily ever after.. then we live happily ever after.. but that was not what happened. should i quit?