I dont think that August will be good to me..
August 10 - the person i love i love is really.. he is ready to make a move on his crush.. im happy for him, seriously.. but i cannot explained why it feels life ke killing me, is it because i know that there is no change na sana ako nalang.. ako na lang yung mahalin niya.. im happy na very supportive yung boong team namin a kanya, tinutulongan siyang manligaw, but guess what kahit nasa iisang team lang kami, kahit gaanu ko sya gustong isupport sa gusto nya, hindi ko magawa, every time na nag aasaran sila hindi na lang ako kumikibo, but deep inside subrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko..
at the end of the day, habang pauwi kami, pilit na tumululo yung mga luha ko sa mga mata ko.. then i realize i have to kill all the feelings i have towards him..
di ko alam kung papaanu but i have to try kasi subrang sakit na... how i wish that someday everything will be okey..
