Saturday, September 19, 2015

Team G.A




TEAM JAYBEL.. 
sept 12 2015..- g.a @antipolo again mh.. so much fun.. and guess what di ako naging clumsy sa palayan..,nakapag lakad din maayus.. 


 launch around  2:00pm pero sarap ng food. daming ulam, happy tummy.. 


 guess what kasama ko siya sa pag uwi.. i do anything for you.. kahit na ako na yung nahihirapan, okay lang, kaya kog tiisin kahit anu para sayu.. hindi ako mag sasawa alagaan kah, mahalin ka.. lagi lang ako sa tabi mu , kahit na naiirita ka na sa akin di pa rin kita iiwan.. ill do my best para mapansin mu rin ako.. 

Sunday, September 6, 2015

Dog~Puppy



the person i love the most.. love dogs. so cute and adorable...

HIDING



wearing a mask , faking a smile, trying to be happy just to hide the pain and tears... people say that im weird, ... but guess what im not, I'm  just hiding some things/emotions..

Yes i cry, but i dont show it to anyone, i dont want people see my crying .. but cuase some people are judgemental and they are there just to know stuff.. ggrrr..


i like being alone, but when i saw him #kirito my world seems to be much happier than it was or less lonely ... even if he doesnt like me, i will try my best to love him, becuase right now seeing him happy makes my world happy..

Saturday, August 29, 2015

People and Benefits




a lot of people is like this.. they only know you if they need something.. and in return they give burdens and sorrows..

courage is facing your problem on your own, even if the people around you is polling you down..

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

cant help to fall inlove...

ayaw kitang isuko, kahit na nasasaktan na ako.. ayaw kitang makitang malungkot, kahit na umiiyak na ako.. ayaw kitang pabayaan, kahit binabalewala mo lang ako.. tandaan mu, napapagod din ako.. pero mahal kita, kaya kinakaya ko.. 





Wednesday, August 12, 2015

Mirror


see the reflection of you.. do you still know your  self?.. My name is Ma. Rizelle Rafal and i hide my self trying to be somebody that im not.. most people lnow me as Apollyon Belial Deceptively..

the real cannot do anything, shes scare and weak, while apollyon is brave.

have you ever felt that there is a another person inside of you ?.. that there is another you that want to get out. 



Tuesday, August 11, 2015

Getting Hurt

I dont think that August will be good to me.. 

August 10 - the person i love i love is really.. he is ready to make a move on his crush.. im happy for him, seriously.. but i cannot explained why it feels life ke killing me, is it because i know that there is no change na sana ako nalang.. ako na lang yung mahalin niya.. im happy na very supportive yung boong team namin a kanya, tinutulongan siyang manligaw, but guess what kahit nasa iisang team lang kami, kahit gaanu ko sya gustong isupport sa gusto nya, hindi ko magawa, every time na nag aasaran sila hindi na lang ako kumikibo, but deep inside subrang sakit ng nararamdaman ko.. 


at the end of the day, habang pauwi kami, pilit na tumululo yung mga luha ko sa mga mata ko.. then i realize i have to kill all the feelings i have towards him.. 

di ko alam kung papaanu but i have to try kasi subrang sakit na... how i wish that someday everything will be okey.. 




Tuesday, August 4, 2015

me and crush (message for him)


guess what.. i really dont know how i fell inlove with yu.. wala ka naman ginagawa para mahalin kita?.. every time na may mag tatanung sa akin tungkol sa nararamdaman ko sayu, ung lagi kung sagot is ewan ko.. kasi hindi ko tagala alam kung crush lang ba kita or mahal na kita.. 

just seeing you smile makes me happy.. every tume i see you i just cant explained how i feel.. 


MEMORIES..

march 2015 first GA na team @fernandina hotel -pajama party.. that night na nagpamasahe (massage)
june 28 2015 lumabas tayu kadama sila ghelly and chai..
july 04 2014 its the day na khmain tayu sa labas na tayu lang. @tokyotokyo
july 05 2015 eto yung araw na inaasar tayu ni ghelly and you said BAE yung gusto mung tawagan natin.. even if that was a joke.. you made me smile, i was so happy
july 21 2015 its was our team GA @antipolo.. on he night na pumunta tayu sa friend ni ate cass (cm ng team).. nalasing ka, nakatulog but guess what inalagaan kita.. how i wish na hindi na lang sana natapus ung gabing yun.. it was so special to me.. because it was the day i realized that you werent just a crush to me.. mahal na kita.. i promise to my self na kahit hindi mu alam , hindi mu napapansin i will always take care of you and love you. and i wish someday yu will know.  .. 

i remember this days dahil it was a special days.. eto yung mga araw na nakasama kita.. 





Thursday, July 9, 2015

Saturday, June 20, 2015

A Message to the one I Love


The words that I want you to know.

 

I should have just run away,

Be Sides you, I just can’t stay..

I Know that we wont be.. more than friends

Its clear to see..

It hurt’s so Bad, but I cannot let you see

What I feel deep inside me.

The PAIN and BROKEN Pieces of me.

I’ll show you a smile on my face and

without tears falling down on my eyes.

A smile  that show “I’m OKEY - I’m Fine - Dont Worry” J

 

Without a words
You showed me what love is

You even showed me hold my breath
Waiting for you and,
Without a word, you left me

you threw me away
What should I say next? …

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does your memories keep on hurting me?

Even though you're not here anymore

My eyes keep seeing you anywhere.

 

How I wish that someday you will know,

What I feel deep inside me, is a love that I want you to know

You may read this message and feel nothing

Just because you still don’t know that is are the words that I want you to know.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

- (Apollyon Belial Deceptively)

ABD - SHENG

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

News Feed. "BE YOU"


Mmh.. Hi,

 

               Its been a months since I updated by Blogger.. Well I’m Back.. #Blind is  here.

 

 

For the latest news feed, I don’t know its been a months, actually it will going to be 1year this coming June since I step on this place. For so long I have been finding my left in a different places. Been wondering what my life could be, and until know it is still a question mark.??.. #IreallyDont know, I’am stock on a place where I thing I’am belong, but every day I find my Left changing,

 


            Some people told me that change is good, we just need to accept the person we are, but what if you don’t like that person you becoming to be?.. There are a lot of thing or a lot of question on my mind right now, I don’t even know how to handle theme anymore, I keep bursting up, I keep crying for the same reason that I really don’t know my self.

            I Always told my friends that it is okay to be different, that it is okay to be show who you want to be.. But I can’t apply it on my self. I manage to show/wear a smile even if I’m sad, …

 

 

 

TO MAKE THE STORY SHORT.. “Don’t be like me, who is afraid to show who I’am”

 

 

 

 

FYI. Super Cute ni Crush…

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

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Monday, April 28, 2014

My Banner 2014



Sabi maging formal daw.. eto d2 aq namili.. (^_^).. so cute.. loving my work..

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Y4it Narrative Report 2013



     The day September 17 and 18, 2013 the 11th Philippine Youth Congress on Information Technology held at SMX Convention Center, Pasay City. The y4it that I was really looking forward to. I was very excited because all the IT students all over the Philippines will come and meet in one place. I was also excited not only because it was first time to come in SMX Convention Center but also the speakers that will come and share there experience to us in the fields of software development and application programs. The day that I was really looking forward to. The speakers are very awesome and have wide range of experience, there I learned so many things. That's why I really focused on topics that they were discussing.

     The program started with a Welcome address by Mr. John Peter Abraham Ruero who opened the speech.
     The first speaker was Ms. Rhea Althea Guntalilib, a Software Development Analyst at the Smart Communication, Inc. She discussed about the “IT for the Blind: The Key to a Brighter Future” where she told us about having a condition like being blind is not a problem where you are determined to do something. Becuae of that I was really so amazed to her.
     The next was Mr. Paul Rivera the founder and CEO of Kalibrr, the world’s first Massive Open Assessments and Training platform, he discussed the “Y-Combinator and Entrepreneurship”. Next speaker was Kevin Leversee the Co-Founder and CEO of StartupDragongs, he discussed about the “Internet of Things: You have been Assimilated” and he speaks teaches and writes about technology and business development.Next speaker was Winthrop Yu, the President of the Philippine Chapter of the Internet Society. And he discussed about the “Who Runs the Internet”.Next was Ms. Sheryl Hermoso, a training officer at the Asia Pacific Network Information Centre or the (APNIC), and she discussed about the IPv6. After she finished in her speech we went to have our launch Break.
     Then after launch the next speaker was Mr. Monchito Ibrahim the Deputy Executive Director for Policies, of the ICT Office Department of Science and Technology. His topic was about the “Keynote Speech” and at the same topic Mr.Naveen Asrani, the Director Product Management in the Java Product organization at Oracle also discussed the same topic on our second day of the seminar. The next speaker was Ms.Christy Book-Tsang, the Master Affiliate of the Linux Professional Institute or the (LPI) in the Asia Pacific. She talked about the “The New Era of Open Source”, and she was also a speaker on the second day of the seminar with the same topic and discussion .Then the next speaker was Mr.Aurelio Vilbar, the Principal, of the University of the Philippines in Cebu High School and Mr. Kim Bondoc a Faculty Member at the University of the Philippines in Cebu High School. Where they discussed about the “Apps for Learning Empowerment”. Then there was a raffle draw where they giving a Samsung pocket cell phone. Then Mr. Gian Scottie Javelona, the Founder and CEO of the OrangeApps Inc, was the next speaker ad he discussed about the “The Sooner You Start, The Faster You Learn” and Mr.Chino Philip Adrian Atilano the Co-Founder and CEO of the TimeFree Innovations Inc, discussed about the “Start Things Right”, and both of them inspired me with there topic.
     And that’s the end of our first day seminar, and we all went back to Ambassador Hotel to have our rest. And at the next day we check out at the hotel and went to SMX Convention again to continue the seminar. In our second day our speakers where, Mr.Markku Kero, the Founder and CEO of the Job and Eastern Technologies, where he discussed about the “The Future of Cross Platform Development…Is Here!”, Mr.Bebo White a Department Associate (Emeritus) at the SLAC National Accelerator Laboratory, he talk to us about the his topic the “Accessibility Challenges of the Next Decade: Cloud and Mobile Computing and Beyond”, next was Mr.James Whittaker, he is a Distinguished Technical Evangelist in Microsoft Corporation, and his topic was “Beyond Mobile and the Web: The Next Generation of Apps”, then Mr.Mio Miguel Galang was the next speaker a Chief Data and Web Engineer for Lifebit his topic was about the “How to get a Job, Become Famous, and Win at life in the Digital Age”, after his speech we have our launch break, we take pictures and etc. then after that we seminar continue but unfortunately we were late and didn’t heard the speech of Mr. Eusebio Barrun Jr. the community Manager, of Mozilla Philippines, his topic was the “Talk by Eusebio Barru Jr.” and he discussed about the Mozilla Philippines. The next speaker was Johan Janssens the Joomla Co-Founder, techentrepreneur and a Web Architect his topic was “Program or be Programmed: The Future Belongs to the Curious” where he gave a IPhone5, and the last speaker was Mr.Ronald Cirujano a country manager at the Elance Inc, his topic was all about the “Work Differently: The World Wide Web of Opportunities” and that was the end of our seminar.    
     And that's all, I hope the next y4it they will also introduce some new software's and new products and what are the programs that they are using so we could also practice on that.

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Picture Edit



This is an example of my before and after works.. An example of my Photoshop works and i'am proud of it because i'am only a newbie in the world of editing. (^_^)

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Posters





Poster making.. A contest for multi media..

Guitara Din Pag May Time


Playing Guitar..

hahaha..natawa lang ako, may nagtanung marunung ba daw ako mag guitara, kung magaling daw ba ako para magpapaturo daw sya.. sagot ko naman di ako marunung, nag pa picture lang ako.. hehehe.. sana talaga marunung ako mag guitara.. gusto kong matuto, pag may time.