Question

I don't really know if i will going to love this day, or not.. maybe at first i actually don't have any idea what will going to happened today..but when i went to school, they seems notice i was blooming, and smiling, and still i really don't know why,.. but later in the afternoon, i was shock and surprised because of what i'd seen.. then i realize, i was so happy because i might have a change to be with him again but i was so wrong, and disseminated with my self again, i was so naive that he will going to notice me.. i want him to like me, to love me... is that really hard to do? and i think my question was been answered "Yes! co'z i'm dreaming with my eyes open.. believing that there is such thing as fairy god mother, and happily ever after.. then we live happily ever after.. but that was not what happened. should i quit?

Vigan Again..

SemBreak is gone.. welcome back school.. and thesis..

Continue

i'll promise that i will going to continue my blogger.. even if our web dev is already over.. 

Looking back and forward

....Finally have my lapi back.. haha

Home

Home at last, after how many days, months.. I'm finally home.. ggrrr.. but still disappointed about the title defends.. Paasa Much

Lucky or Not?

I dont know, but my groups and i where so lucky to finish our program,.. co'z before the defends, we still have an error.. and we really don't know how to fix it, but thanks to other groups, they actually help us, specially IT Royalties and Fresh Mind.. Every time that we have a problem with our program, they are always helping us, so thank you so much, even do our wev dev project is over, i wish that we can still have a moment together..To relax.. It was really nervous  and fun.. Specially the defends part.. mmh?? FEMMS Group, thank you so much for being part of m life.. i will always going to remember every sleep over, stories, and ect.. it was really fun to know you all..
Lucky or not? co'z we have a launch together at the _____ and the food was taste really bad, my was not even cook.. and arvin and ateh mary ann has the same food, the pork stick then ateh mary ann taste like chocolate, while arvin food taste like sugar.. it was really sweet.. mmh? we will never going to have our launch there any more..

mmh?? getting ready for the title defends tomorrow..
mmh? i wish we can do it., and past..

Pain

Some people hurts by words, and some by actions.. But the biggest hurt i believe is that someone ignoring you when you value them bigger than anything else.. and i still do.. he is the most important person to me, and  i can't believe that he is gone.. and i;am still waiting for the day that he will going to come back, and we will going to be happy again.. i wanna live and say "happily ever after" with him.. but how can i make him mined.. if loving m, he can't do.. i;m not searching for a perfect man, but even if he is not perfect i will still going to love him because choose to be with that person, even if it hurt.. I LOVE YOU, can't you really understand that? or you just done have any interest in me? Why is it, loving you each day, is breaking my heart, seeing you happy with someone else, makes me happy but crashes my soul.. What will i do know, co'z living without you seems to be useless.. I'm sorry f i don't know the word MOVE ON..
My decision is final, I will still love you, until i can't handle the pain any more, and hoping that some day you will going to love me back.. I will not going to give up that easily.. I will going to fight for my love.. till the end..